Now that everyone is settled into their classes at school, I feel like I am majorly missing out on going to school myself. I had to withdraw from the CSUN masters program, at first it was very disappointing but I'm OK with my decision now. It turned out that my job was not going to pay for the program, so of course I withdrew. This brings me back to the fact that I feel that I made the wrong decision by choosing to work full time as opposed to applying to grad school in New York. Don't get me wrong, I love my job it is incredibly rewarding and the kids in the program are so amazing. But a huge part of me believes that I should have completed my applications and just moved to the city once I got into a program. There are so many times in the day when I think about New York and wish I was there. I think that there is a reason why I am still here maybe it is waiting for me and coming soon.
This is a photo of me the last time I was in NY, its been far too long but I hope to go back soon!
I need to stop with the what if's and live my life!! This is the city I live in at this point of my life, and I need to start making the most of it.

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