Thursday, December 9, 2010
Mixed Feelings
The year is almost over and I feel like I haven't accomplished enough. I have goals but haven't really been putting them to work. Where did my motivation go to? That's the real question, everyday I feel overwhelmed with so many things and even the small things in life just send me off the charts. When I was at CalState I was really motivated to finish in two years and then get my life started post college. I achieved that goal very easily, but it now seems that I have put my life on hold or pause since then. I need to find that happy medium, for awhile I thought I was progressing towards it but now I just feel like I am meandering around my own existence. Here we go again with this ridiculous existential crisis bullshit. I wish that I could have it all right now, but because of my serious lack of motivation I don't have what I want.
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no motivation = no new york. the deadline will pass and you'll be sitting in that same apartment with the same job for another year. I know you know all of that but keep telling yourself that and it will light a fire under you!
that's what I keep doing when i slack off about mcad.
don't worry, you got this!
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